sejak kesibukan melanda,aku pon jadi malas nk apdet di sini..
tak cukup masa rasenye nk wat kje tu sume...
tp Alhamdullillah,berjaya jugak menyiapkan semua tu dgn jayanya..
i can work under pressure .. i do..and the result is good...probably...i know i want the best in my life..the job i do i want it to be done properly,at least......and i satisfied with that..nobody can be perfect and i admit it...but the best we can do is the best standard we should have...
but after all..i realize 1 thing..
i can do the task but i had forget someone beside me...
feel guilty so much...
yeah,when i do my work i dislike to be interrupted with continuous sms-ing or even with music..
i can't do when there something fizzle around my ear..
after 2 week being so busy,
last friday i'm free..discussion passed away..all assignment are been submitted and presentation already done...
just feel so happy and no more headache..
checking2 my phone..looking for number that always i call each day at call entries..and....so hard to find the name..
push the button more..just find the name of my group2 members..
check the message inbox goes the same way even go more deepen just find 1 or 2 message with the name i looking for..the rest msg from groupies n Hotlink (nyemak jek!!!)
asking and request.."g kelas baik2,nti g mkn...'' ''jgn tdo lmbt sgt'' ''ayg nk wat kje xpe la''
replied answer from me ''iye..''
oo..just feel soo selfish..i cannot divide my time so well to do the job and just replied his msg nicely..
right away call him at night after his come back from working at day..
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just feel easy to hear his voice...never talk longer like this time in 2 week..say sorry for been so selfish...
he not angry even keep it at heart..he just understand and calm...
'sabar dan tenang'...that the word that he keep always.. also the word that mean so much to me to love him more...miss him much more..he the other half that complete me...thanks abi....
**bukan nk berlagak tp nak menghargai apa yg aku ade krna aku tlh mengabaikannya seketika**
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